Dear Me

Peace be upon to you

Assalammualaikum, 

Dear Me, 

After a long...long time. I got an opportunity to update this dusty blog, a messy blog. A non-updated blog. A blog which got abandoned by his cruel owner. An owner who don't know how to organize herself, and her future.

Dear Me,

What you do? No, I did'nt do anything for this past years and months. You can call me freelance, or penganggur. But i still did a side job, a job i did at home. Helping my brother's business, thru online. Not face to face. Hahaaa. But i still got money. lol

I once talked to myself, i want a job experience. Haha, but no. I still don't/can't overcomes my problem. A communication problem, introvert problem, afraid to step forward eventho you know t'was no obstacles to face on. Poor me.

I realized i need someone to lead me or bring me out from this box. This pandora box. Till when? Soba ni iru kara.

Dear Me,

My friend invite (dunno how to phased it) me to further study at Turkey land, Master's degree Programs. Which is one of my dreams when i was a teen. Yeah, teen. 

and...ottokajo? Haha. 

To be continued...

I need to cook for my granny.